Hey folks, I know its only been a few days since my last blog but I feel the need to express myself again. One thing I have learned in the past 7 months is that lying totally breaks down trust and I realize that is something I have to work hard to repair with a lot of people.
I lied alot and am not proud of it, and have learned the hard way that lying is really not the way to go. I have hurt many people by those lies including the woman I love with all of my heart.
Rebuilding trust between my girlfriend, my family, my friends is something that will take alot of time , and I know there will be doubts had by all, but I am serious when I say that earning the trust back from all of you is something I want really bad and will go to any lengths to prove.
My actions in the past , I dont deny them, but they are also no longer part of my life and the person I am today.
Trust is something I know has to be earned and I am prepared to put in as much work as it takes to earn your trust back.
Trust is something that is a huge thing in any relationship and as I have learned, its hard work to get back after screwing up as badly as I have.
So please continue to read and post comments and know that I am working hard to earn trust from everyone of you, and will be talking about other topics in regards to relationships and rebuilding them.
WELL GORD-
ReplyDeleteThere are three woman in my life that you know, my wife, my daughter, and my grandaughter! And when someone hurts them the way your actions did, my defense instincts kick in. ( If you catch my drift! ) but I too believe in second chances- So treat then tenderly and gently! FOR I AM WATCHING!!!
Thank you for believing in second chances. That is all I am asking for and I know that things are going to be different this time. I understand what I did and I really do feel badly. I also understand you are watching and will work my ass off to prove to you that I am a decent person. You and your family treated me very well and I really appreciate that. Earning your respect and trust back is something that is very important to me and that of the rest of your family as well.. I know it will be a long and hard road but also you guys are the definition of what families are and knowing that family is important to your daughter and as well to me , I will work like I said as hard as possible to prove to you guys I mean what I say.
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